Sometimes I really wonder,

am I always Happy?

Or is it whenever I’m Sad,

no one knows at all?

Everyone have their Unhappiness,

they do feel Irritated.

& they do have their troubles.

I know!

But I’m human too!

I too have my Own feelings,

have my own Troubles and Unhappiness!

& who knows?

Or should I say who bothers?!

But yet,

whenever he/ she is Unhappy,

he/ she would throw their anger on me!

& everything turns out to be my Fucking fault!

What these?

I’m not things!

I’m not something w/o any feelings!

I do Hurts okay!

Friends, cousins of mine.

Have been seeing stuffs like suicide,

cutting themselves.

Cause they think that they are all having troubles and no one understand.

So, should I be one?

Should I try suicide?

Should I try cutting myself?

But I simply Fucking don’t have the guts to do it.

Perhaps I’m Coward?

ARGHS!!!

When my life gets so Fucking Wonderful,

I felt really so fairytale.

But when life is so Fucking Dark w/o colours,

I really feel so differently!

I don’t know how to express myself.

I don’t know who to head to..

I don’t know who is willing or can help me.

Who really knows what I want?

Who really knows what I really carve for?

Whatever I do,

I’ll think twice.

But who really knows why?

& what it is for?

Alright,

I’m Fucking hell broke down now!!

Anyway, I'm starting a new blog.

I'm changing it in to Blogspot.com,

wait for my link.

I’m not in my mood for the whole day,

Wo Xin Qing Bu Hao lurhs ):

Headed to JP Pool at night,

w/ Dennie LaoDou, Yuan Hammy & Tricia.

Met Chow PaPa & WeiYu there :)

Played till 10 plus,

homed.

Suey enough siol,

I injured my Middle Finger while playing.

& it bleeds ):

But also didn’t really bother.

Happy Birthday Chow PaPa :)

My One&Only lehs,

hahas –

& he’s the Best!

Hope you’r Enjoying your day w/ your friends :)

Love You.

My Injury ):

Disgusted?